okay sadchickster...you fell down, now what are you going to do about it? Get back up and try again right? Yes. Take a deep search into yourself and you will come to the conclusion you already know. Your hurting the one you love, dont make the mistake I made. I had to decide between marriage or addiction...at that time I chose addiction, and it is my second biggest regret. Get up and dust yourself off and try again. In-patient detox, out-patient, groups, praying to God(or soda bottles, what ever it takes), or at home...what ever you need to do it, try again. We are all human and we fail, but we have to try again. PS...I know this may not be what you want to hear, but you might want to stay away from those that might cause you to fail until you are clean and confident you will stay clean...hint hint. Now get back up...GOOD LUCK.
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