Hey, be very careful in this situation. Number one if you are taking pain meds for major pain, wich sounds like you are, most folks do not have that much trouble getting off them. Number two, with taking such strong pain meds how will you live with all the pain?? Maybe oxycontin could helpyou alot, not as strong as the dilaudid, but if you think you can handle the pain and want off the meds all together with no help for the pain with narcotics I would most definetly go through your doctor to help you, dont do it on your own unless that is the last option

That is real real strong pain med and the withdrawals could really really be bad

You sond as if you have a real legitamet reason to be put on this stuff so your doctor does have a responsibility to help you get off it

You should really go and talk to your doctor about how you feel about all this