Lisa---how are you?? - Addiction & Recovery Message Board

Allycat · 10-01-2003, 08:54 PM

Hey Lisa, I havent been online today and Im trying to catch up. Are you out completely? Im trying to find me a doc that will prescribe sub. I cant taper and I know the pills I have right now arent going to last me a week and Im right back to the hell of w/d's again. Let me know---I care...Ally

lisaaahubb · 10-01-2003, 09:32 PM

oh yeah!!! i am out....i'm gonna give it a run, i do have a script waiting at the pharm. but i think it isn't gonna be that bad seeing i tapered down to three or 4 a day...probably a little tired, groggy, runs....ICK!! I wish i could get on sub., the waiting list is 6 weeks here in Connecticut!!! I swear my hubby took some of my pills and threw them out, because i am always VERY AWARE of how many pills i have...and then suddenly they are gone when i thought i had at least 5 more!!!! Then of course, i was gonna get my script, but i'll try riding it out, i got xanax, gatorade and immodium....
gotta at least keep trying...i figure one of these times i will get it right!!!
LISA

lisaaahubb · 10-02-2003, 07:17 AM

Alley---well the sickness has set in....i have been on the toilet since i got up and it hasn't even been 24 hours yet....i hate this feeling. My attitude has changed dramtically since last night and the despiration is setting in....i don't know if the taper is just prolonging things or if c/t is the way to go this time.....although at this very moment, if i had a few pills i would definitely have taken at least one by now!!!! I hope you are well and thanks for checking in on me,,,,i need all the help i can get.
LISA