Lisa are you there? - Addiction & Recovery Message Board

deerme · 10-02-2003, 07:25 AM

Been worried about you. Are you there ?

lisaaahubb · 10-02-2003, 08:04 AM

hey paul---yes i am here....contemplating going c/t...although there is a script waiting at the pharm...i tapered down to about 3-4 a day....then our insurance got dropped and i had to go w/out from yesterday at about noon til now....still don't have anything in me... i am getting so sick i don't think i would even make it to the pharm. Hubby's court date is coming upon us quickly...don't know if i should've just stayed on them til that day...i am mentally a wreck, now without pills it is magnified about 1000 times. You know the deal....hate those pills but LOVE them at the same time. I hope you are well what is going on with your shoulder????? And how is work and the home-front???? I miss talking to you and wish you would post more...
LISA

deerme · 10-02-2003, 08:26 AM

Work is pretty tough. I go to the PM Doc. tomorrow. I hope things stay the same on that front. I am going on only about 4-5 hours of sleep a day due to the skrewed up hours I work. Hope you are well. We need to talk more about things I think. Hope to hear from you soon.

lisaaahubb · 10-03-2003, 06:31 AM

hey paul---How are things going???? Don't feel bad i've been only getting about 4 hours of sleep a night too....dam tapering...my hubby's court date is rapidly approaching and i really want to hide thru pills, but i am doing my best to stick to my schedule. My baby will turn 2 on Oct. 16 and we are going to have his party on the 19th....3 days before my husband gets sentenced. Reality, SUCKS!!!! No wonder why i was always numbing myself, my life is a mess!!! We have no savings to speak of and all the bills seems to be behind...he was supposedly taking care of them...YEAH RIGHT!!! I am going to be screwed if he get a 3 yr. sentence. How would i even work right now, i am physically and MENTALLY a mess!!! Well i hope i can talk to you soon...
LISA

deerme · 10-03-2003, 09:28 AM

If you need to talk, let me know.