message to "StupidChris" - Addiction & Recovery Message Board

1goodgirl · 10-02-2003, 09:15 PM

#1 you are not Stupid. None of us went into this thinking "gee, I want to become an adict". That was not the intention of any of us here. It sneaks up on us a little at a time. Some of us may have thought "these pills make me feel good, and anything that makes me feel good can't be bad." Please hang in there....my heart goes out to you, and you will be in my prayers.

Java · 10-03-2003, 05:10 AM

Chris, I only have a few minutes to write this as i need to leave soon....Ohhh I fell so bad for you right now, my heart goes out to you. I am on methadone, is there any way you could try that? It sure helped me with the w/d`s and I am now tapering off that. Please think about it, no need to suffer like you are...shot at and missed and **** at and hit about covers it. If you decide to go with the methadone, when you taper go very slowly and finally be done with it all. God Bless and Take good care, Java

stupidchris75 · 10-03-2003, 06:47 AM

I;m still avlive, barely. I took the last 2 hydros over the last night and they didn't even help. I am completely out, no way to get any help, and already called in sick again. Now I just wait and see if I survive and don't get my life ruined inthe process. Not that I have any strength to try to prevent that anyway.

CT w/ no meds...I'll take the baths and i actually have some donnatal syrup so will us that and if I get mor strengthI will lett everyone know howw I;m doing.

I couldn't have done this w/o all of you. Thank you so much.

Chris

Philster2003 · 10-03-2003, 07:48 AM

Chris, gut it out, you can do it. walk, hot showers, benedryl, Imodium you can get your hands on. Just keep your mind occupied and keep moving so you tire yourself out, that will allow cat naps and make the time move for you.

You can do this and by Monday you will be feeling better, not great, but on the upswing. Keep focused on how great your life will be for you and your family.

phil

verylucky · 10-03-2003, 08:32 AM

Chris,
We are all pulling for you. You can do this. As I told someone earlier, if you make the right choices from this point forward you will never have to go thru days 1 and 2 again.

You are in my prayers.

Take care and keep us posted,
verylucky