staceyy

everyone talks about the pain and the depression of withdrawl it is normal for all drugs there is no soft way around it. there is no easy way to do it. the only way is to just do it most of us have chemical imbalamce befor we start useing but we don't know it then when we try to get off all these drugs over whealming feeling come over us and we break. 2 years be for I stoped useing I got pushed into the mental health system because i am a self muterlator everyone thought i was trying to kill my self but I was just trying to relive the pain I was in I at one point tryed to cut my hand off not on porposs just got at little wacky. It has been over 7 years since i have cut but they diagnised me with Borderline personality disorder 2 years after being clean they cupould it with P.T.S.D. After tons of phsyc meds i am on two that really help but some times like tonight even thou i take sleep meds for cronic insomnia i still can't sleep. some of you should talk to your doctors about this because you will go throu clinical depression thats over two week and the meds are not addictive they do have side affects and it may take awhie befor you find th right one but it might be worth a try.
Goddess bless you
Stacey