I've been using/abusing 40mg Oxycontin pills for probably a little over a month, through snorting them. Through the last month its been about 40 a day sometimes up to 80. I'm trying to see past the extreme stupidty in the decesion in abusing the drug in the first place, and get past it. Except, I feel like the withdrawl real fast, but at this point haven't experienced it yet because I am still using. Could anyone please help me guide me through my choices of staying clean. I thought going cold turkey would be my best bet. How long will the withdrawl last, as in when will the pain go away? How should I stop, right now I want to it at home, and use rehab as my last opition. Any suggestions/answers/what to except? Thanks alot, and please forgive me because I don't feel worthy of the respect for leading myself into something that I knew would have horrible consequences.