I had been off drink for a few weeks now and thought I was doing really well. I messed up last night though and let myself and others down. The urge to drink was just too strong; will I ever beat this? It's morning now and I feel like going for another - God!
Best place to be is here when you slip. You admitted it to other people, so now it's time to brush yourself off and get sober again. Last post I saw by you, you said that you believe in a higher power and spoke about AA. Have you been going to meetings? Very important. I can definately say that the meetings and making contacts through those meetings is what has kept me sober.