I have "lost track of time" I guess. My little one has ear infections in both ears and has not been sleeping (which means mommy doesn't sleep) and ofcourse, dealing with all the "other."
Back on a "detox" at home- using the sub for about five days and then going to see what happens. It is so tough ya'll and I feel like I am just going round and round and a vicious, repetitive, never-ending cycle.
Today, is my fourth day on about 4mg of sub (I only have about six 8mg tablets left) so I can't keep "jumping back and fourth" because I am about to run out of sub and then I'll be "up the creek with no paddle." So, this time, I have to make this work. If not, I am going to have to sit down with hubby and discuss some rehab options- I don't know what else to do?
I have just hated to come here, too, knowing I have given others advice to stay clean and have failed myself- feels a little hypocritical! So, bear with me!
Alice, you mentioned you are in the same boat? Are you totally off the vics? I am sorry I have been so wrapped up in me that I have not checked on all of you guys. SHAME ON ME!!! I'll make a better effort to atleast be there for ya'll even if I don't want to "go there" with me (if that makes sense)!
I love each of you and truly thank you for your concern,