My Sub Doctor Appt WOW
WOW DIVINE ITERVENTION is all I can say right now. Hello everyone sorry havnt posted for a few days but have been off and busy with feild day at school and baseball for my daughter anyways , this is so weird the DOC I have been seeing well turns out that first, had I gone to my workplace and told the EAP Dept that I have a problem he is the DOC they would have sent me too he takes most of the people from my company now on top of that I took my Mom with me to the DOC this morning who is visiting from Palm Springs and and also happened to get out of The Betty Ford Center 1 month ago, well turns out My DOC is in recovery has 16years sobriety in AA told my mom where the closest meeting for her close around my house.This is is all weird out of the 20 or so Docs that I had a list for in houston I just happened to call him 2nd and go to him kinda weird huh.
Anyways today he swithed me over to the suboxone 3.5 pills per day for the next 8 days then I go back in on may 7 to see how I am doing and Honestly I feel great today been working out, all my vitamins and prayer. This has been worth every nickle ( not cheap) but litterly no withdrawl,s he told me today that he is going to see down the road thru evaluation to see if I am a addict or just addicted to this stuff, time will tell dont want any cross addictions.Also cutinging down on my benzo,s slowly and will hopefully be done with those in the next week or 2 still using them for sleep but will work on just sleeping naturally. It is so great to not be in the FOG all day and barley be able to wake up in the morning without eating 10 blue pills. Woke up today on my own at 6.30am and felt great made breakfast and was ready to roll.well thats it for now and I REALLY WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE ONE OF YOU FOR YOUR HELP,SUPPORT,LOVE,TOUGH LOVE AND GEIDANCE.I really feel im on the right path now again.see ya/ll Dan