So nice to hear from you-oooh boy where do i start?
First-i hope you are doing ok-where have you been?Working lots??
Me too-yesterday-was non-stop...saved all my chores till sunday..actually did get most stuff done.Its amazing how much more organised i am these days.The suboxone has really saved my life..right now id be blowing every cent i had-and complaining about how terrible my life is-and losing my mind..
Instead-im at the greenhouse-picking out plants for a window box(??)..LOL andcooking up a nice meal-its weird..who am i?Donna Reed on acid?HA!
Anyway-i really appreciate you thinking of me-funny-i did a little prayer/ritual for the board yesterday..wishing all good health and recovery.
Well-we did get one of those back scripts-totally legal-no problem it was only a few months back-so thats like 2 months worth-we have another for 2 months and another month-plus the ones that will be coming-i figure at least 8 months before any real issues-my hub is going to speak w/ the dr. again about maintaining at 8 mgs..i don't see what the rush is-it took 8 yrs. to get here-how do you undo that in a year.Its helped me so much-im entirely freaked about coming off-so i am preparing myself now-seriously-i need to get in better health-lose weght-exercise-better diet-ive been on a program called slim in 6-i have lost 7 lbs.Which is amazing for me-ive got 25 to go-but hey-its a start-blew the diet portion yesterday-pigged out like no tommorow!
How are you doing w/ that?You gained as well-???
Things are kind of crazy at home-we have a family member w/ us-who was kicked out of his house for drinking/drugs-hes only 18-sweet kid-really a good boy-just needs alot of love and support.he is going to a sober house to live today-but in the last week-lots of turmoil-the parents are insane-don't want to deal..So being the mama-i took him in-got him off the streets-how couldn't i?How can people be so cruel-funny thing is-his dad is in AA-but the mom still gets buzzed on booze or weed and does benzos!HYPOCRITES!!!!
Im just amazed how people can be so hard.This kind of situation could of got way out of hand-if i didn't step in-then everyone resents me-the mom has an attitude,etc.
Oh well-part of recovery is being there for others who need you-esp.addicts-i couldn't help anyone when i used but now i can-so i do-i don't need the mother of the year award-but a simple thanks from the mom would be nice..no way!
Please give me an update on your world-im so glad you saidHI!-