I've come to a Decision
Im just going to stop taking them. I was going to reason with myself because I have 22 pills left which means a 5 day supply. (tylenol pm in case anyone was wondering)
But I don't want to do that. I realized while posting to someone else what made me quit my other addiction. I basically scared myself straight.
I do not want to overdose. I do not want to leave my 3yo without a mommy, just thinking about it is making me cry, He needs me.
So once again im going to scare myself off of pills. Ive done it before and it worked so hopefully it will work again.
I'm a short and very skinny person so I know this is reaking havock on my body.
I don't know what to expect this time, the last time I was addicted to something was Ultrams and basically I just had a really bad headache for a week. This time I don't know. Ok im just going to do it throw away the bottle I have not took any today, but I did take some prescription cough medcine and I havent notice anything but a headache. Ok enough talking going to go flush the pills and throw away the bottle. and since I dont have any money right now until friday, I have no way of getting anymore. and by then I wouldnt want any, at least that is what im thinking.
Thanks for letting me just talk.