I just responded to you on your other thread!
Just wanted to say please don't leave just because you are not clean and come on the boards to "vent." I started posting almost a year ago and was beginning a maintenance drug, subutex, at the time and was claiming "victory" over drugs! Do you know how many times I have relapsed since then? I, too, felt like I should stop posting for the fear of sounding hypocritcal and for the mere fact that people were "giving up on me." That has not been the case! I still receive the same amount of support here as I did on day one and you will, too! Just some food for thought!
I do wish you the very, very best! Assuming, since you are looking through your church, that you believe in some sort of religion, I believe, you will have a "heads up" on your battle because of the stength you will find through God! I am hoping and praying the same goes for me!
Again, hang in there and POST ANYTIME YOU WANT!