| Re: Question about hydro W/D
Thank you all for your kind words and support. I have used off and on for about 2 years. You know how the addiction slowly get you. This time is the longest I have been on them, since April. I was taking 10 mgs (yellow) got off those and then have been on 5 mgs - 8 mostly a day, sometimes binging on up to 10 a day. Sunday went from 9 5 mgs down to 5 5/500 the next day, started to feel a little W/D. Monday, took 4 5/500's, woke up feeling pretty good, but then BAM! About 12:00pm, legs started to ache, all the stuff that goes with W/D's. Today I have taken 3 5 mgs, and will probably take one more tonight. Try tomorrow to start on 3 5/mgs a day, for about 3 days, then 2 for 3 days, 1 for 3 days, and off. That is my "taper" plan, if I cannot taper, then I just have to go C/T. I think I have gone half way through the W/D's. I just caved yesterday when the D/T's got so bad. I would have done anything for a "pill" no, make that 2 5 mgs. I have a big problem and I have to quit. I appreciate any suggestions. Will the W/D's last for about a week (I mean the worst of it). I am aware of the mental cravings after the physical W/D's. We all know why we use....we are tyrying to fill a void or disguise the pain of what really going on with us. I've spent too much money and energy on this addiction and I am sick of it. I want to be free again. Thanks again for your advice and kind words. I don't feel so alone. NOBODY knows of my addiction except you guys.
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Christine
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