Re: How Soon Can One Become Addicted To?
did it make u loose a lot of weight? i saw him and he was sooooo thin, he is naturally small, but when i saw him it was reconizable... my heart hurts i miss him and i wish him well... here is a poem i wrote this week as i was on vacation and cleaning and came accross some photos of him and i .. i think that is what sparked a tad bit of depression in me.. which i do suffer from and take meds for... but here is the poem....
Gone In The Night
I look back and think of you
I'm stuck and I don't know what to do?
You are still in so many of my dreams,
Searching for you what does it mean?
I cry when I allow the pain
thinking of you, lost in the bitter rain
A Stranger to me you are now
once so close, a friendship faded.. how?
I want to save you once yet again,
I can't find you, I can't feel you, Do you know how much I loved you then?
Gone in the night, never to look back,
I fear you are cold. In your heart something lacks
It kills me inside to know you chose your path, I want to hug you and have u feel safe, make you laugh.
Will I ever heal this hurt, Can I ever let you truly go?
Praying for you, Missing you, how do I move forward? I don't know.
In Memory of Matthew