Wow thanks for responding, just those few notes made me feel better. Your right I do need to trust someone. I have a ton of people in my life but I don't want any of them to be dissappointed in me. Its so much easier to put on the happy face. I am open i am ready for change...I think...but to be perfectly honest part of me is afraid to tell anyone becuase I'm afraid they'll insist on taking the pills away...isn't that lame....does that mean I'm not ready for change or is that normal?I tried to taper today and wound up taking more than usual ( Chewing 4 20mg Oxys) Go figure. I want my life back. I want to make room in my head to think about other things other than pills. I Just dont know if I'm strong enough? WHat withdrawls should I expect and for how long? DOes anyone know? Thanks B. For repsonding it was a huge help. WHo would've have thought that a chat forum could be so inspiring and strengthening?
Any information on what to expect?For a girl who has been taking between 60-80 mg. OXys a day for a year?