To all who is interested, I am doing pretty good lately.
I have been on methadone for about 2 months,
went to dr. a few days ago, and he dropped me down to
2 a day now, then in two weeks, I will take one a day for
2 more weeks.
I asked him if after I am finished with one a day for 2 weeks,
I could take 5mg a day for 2 weeks then I will be all finished.
He said that would be okay.
I had a strange phone call from some online pharmacy
asking if I would like my refill of viciden.......
I said no thank you, I don't take that anymore
and it felt so good.
(by the way I dont even know what company it was for
sure and I have never gotten that type of call before, but
it still felt good to tell them NO!!).
BlueJulie - That's wonderful! :-) I've been following your posts for a long time, now.
(And that on-line pharmacy....it's as if you were sent a "test" to check the level of your resolve!. Well....you sure passed it! With an A++.) :-) Lynn
I am so very proud of you, and you are doing a FANTASTIC job with your recovery!!! Keep up the awesome work, girl!!!!!!
I know I'm just getting to know everyone here, but I do hold a special place in my heart for each and everyone of you...for sharing such deep, intimate, and personal details about each person's struggles with addiction, recovery, rotten pasts that have led us all to this hell (at least, I feel that seems to be a huge factor in many of our battles with addiction), etc. Please continue to update us on your progress...you just don't realize what an inspiration you are to so many of us still struggling!!!! Give yourself a big pat on the back (and if I could, I would give you a huge hug right now, too!)!!!
God Bless you and have a great weekend yourself, sweetie!
