| Re: Hey Guys
It's an awful inferno we are in. I started drinking at 14...then pot...by 25 I was freebasing cocaine and smoking heroin. I am proud to say I quit both of those cold turkey in 1987 and have never touched them since...but I went back onto the booze. Then back to pot. I alternate now. I have had sober months and have had sober years. My last addiction I cut, - no rehab was Ativan. God I miss my Ativan...Went back to heavy binge drinking - Shooters and vodka and smoking dope. Last binge was October 12th. I am dry again...but I do crave it. My boyfriend left me and refuses to have anything to do with me and it was so hard NOT to drink. I have fought all week not to go to the doctors and say '' I haven't had Ativan in a long time, but I am going through stress because my man left me''. I am not going to do that, because I am an addict and I know what will happen. I am keeping on keeping on and so shall you. You are a good person, don't forget that...and the biggest role you are playing is someone who admits they have a situation to deal with. Thumbs up to you. You will beat it in time because you express the desire to, We have something to look forward to - Good luck, stay strong,
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