Hey there bcruth5, felicia65 is right. Sometimes you need to check around for the right doc for you. I found Xanax a real nasty shocker myself- but it is doable. I too was able to reduce to a certain point without any subs but then I hit a 'wall'- then in rehab, they used a combination of natural supplements, forced excercise, and vitamins
plus valium which they transferred me over to before weaning me off them. Honestly, I do beleive you need to overcome
some discomfort to kill any addiction, (
that's how that little beast dies- a number of wounds inflicted by you ignoring it's pleas- everytime you hold out and win it gets weaker and you get stronger...) but there's no need to flog yourself extra! Definitely get another opnion!
Good luck- life without Xanax feels a whole lot nicer- seriously!
Hang in there,
JJKoala