Hey vickyuser,
Sorry to hear you got bad news. Anything you want to talk about. Keep strong no matter what. You are moving in the right direction. I've had trouble focusing on the message board for the last 3-4 days. Reading some, posting a little. But that happens with me and then it will pass.
Still haven't heard anything about my job. I did talk to someone in the office yesterday and she said, ".... is getting a package together for me". When I asked her did that mean they were hiring me, she said she couldn't tell me that. But in the past it usually meant they were going to make you an offer. She also said that Leta would call me today. It's almost 6pm and I haven't heard anything. I've been praying about it and so we'll see how God answers that prayer.
I do have major news, Friday my attorney, the judges ballif (a friend of my attorney), the county sheriffs and I are going to put my ex-boyfriend out of my house if he's still there. We served him papers on Thursday of last week, giving him 7 days to get out. So I have decided that God doesn't want me to go to work until that is over and that's why .... is dragging her feet about the offer. Even if she calls tomorrow, I will tell her I can start on Monday.
I try to do too many things at once and my higher power is making me get out of the way and doing those things on his time line. Seems I have to make that concious decision to get out of his way every week.

I"m a hugh control freak.

Hope you had a good day.