Kim-- i know its getting worse especially because of what i done . not good at all.
well im out of Xanax ,Valium, pain pills but i do take OTC sleep aid at night.
today i dont feel to good at all but im gonna try my hardest to stop this non sense. im getting way out of hand. a friend wanted me to go over his house tonight and im not up to it and wont be for a while. he wanted to watch football (i dont watch football LOL) and drink some beer and i dont even want beer but if it were in front of me i probably would drink it.
WELL i want ME back!!! i cant take the person i turned into!
the bad thing is that when im on pills people seem to like it even tho they dont know im on them. they ask me why im in such a good mood and start conversations with me ETC...
when im not on anything they wanna know whats wrong with me!
im cranky and moody when im not on pillls and just wanna be left alone from the world. feeling more depressed!
i dont know....but im gonna try my hardest .
and thanks for wishing me luck!!
Hope your doing ok LonelyTraveler