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Hey Amy!

How's it going? Well, the energy will slowly come back a bit more each day. Some days you'll be feeling great, then it will drop off, come back, etc. Haha like normal people I guess. You're just not going to get the manic energy that you get with speed and pills. But the good- very good- flip side of that is that you won't ever have to deal with the come down from crank or pills if you take the normal energy that you get from being straight. I seriously have drank back to back red bulls for a little blast, popped a couple of diet pills, stupid crap but you know how it is.

As far as the cravings go, that's good you're not having them but I def. don't think you're out of the woods there. My last week, actually on day 5! is when I found lost pills in my purse. My reaction was: oh yuck, don't want those horrible things. But instead of flushing them, I put them on top of my dresser. When times got tough I started thinking about them. Maybe it's day 10- day 14 for me that the cravings get the worst. But they will come. So just be ready for them. Have a plan.

You're doing fabulous! Hang in there, it just keeps getting better.

Debbie