Well my 3 weeks were all for NOTHING!! I'm back on
I need you support more than ever! I saw my ob/gyn today and we had to do a D&C. I have lots of tissue built up in my uterus and we needed to clean it out. Sorry...TMI, I should be on the women's health boards. I'll bother them next! This was unaviodable and PAINFUL. I have my husband taking charge so I HOPE I'll be o.k.. Please guy's help me to do the right thing. I can't belive that the one time I do the right thing something screws it up! Life really knows how to throw a curve ball. I think this will be my true test. If I can do this, I can do anything.
The good news is I have opened up to my husband. I didn't get into to much detail-I just said that I have been taking too many of these pills and I needed him to help me control the dosage. I've asked him to leave me my daily dose and take the pills to work with him. He was very supportive and asked me if I thought that there was a problem-I told him that yes since the back issues ,I've been taking more than prescribed. He just held me tight for about 5 minutes and said that everything will be allright and that we will get through all this CRAP and that he loved me very much. He also said that he didn't want to loose me. I was so happy that he didn't jump on his soapbox!
I will stop these devils like a normal,non-addicted person-when the pain is GONE!! Which the doc said in about 48 hrs. at best! Hubby will keep them on his person at all times. I'm also making a vow to take them as prescibed and no more. He will flush the leftovers.
So...this is the true test. I have everything in place-now I pray!
Please keep supporting me-I need you guy's!