what is going on with me? I'm losing hope.
I was doing great for a while. I quit percosets and oxy's a few weeks ago. Since then I only took 2 oxy's in the past few weeks and that's it which i'm really proud of myself because I use to take alot in just one day.
But the past few days i've been taking at least 2 percosets a day. Still that is really good considering how much I use to take before but last week I didn't take any at all and I didn't need them or crave them. The past few days i've been craving them and i've been giving in to the cravings and i been taking about 10mg's a day of percosets. I know that's not alot but I was doing good last week and this week i'm falling back down again. I'm really deperessed and dissapointed with myself. My relationship with my fiance is falling down again and I don't know if i'm taking percosets because my relationship is flopping or if because my relationship is flopping because i'm taking percs. I don't know which comes first. I'm just really upset at myself and i'm starting to give up hope and faith.
I need some encouragement from somebody. I don't know what to do. I'm very depressed I gave in.
please help with some words of advice.