tapering again, feeling hopeless
hi, I tapered down again on the fentanyl patch. I was on 75, this is my second taper in 2 weeks so I am now on 50mcg. I don't know, i don't have cravings but I CAN NOT THINK, I nervous all the time like a panic. WHen I sit down to try to do nothing it feels like I am jumping out of my skin. I am trying to say positive things to others, including myself but there is this "chatterbox" in my head that is saying so many hateful things about me. As I am typing, I feel like I have no idea what I am saying. I'm taking to courses online, graduate level courses and cannot drop them. I am getting the work done on time, Have no idea how but am grateful for that. Has anyone else felt this out of touch?