Re: So sick of quitting.
Granny, I was thinking the same thing, plus having gone through the same thing, perhaps Rouge your feeling kind of "bogged down", it's an adjustment, going from one child to two.
Why not try, waiting until your DH gets home from work, hop in the car, all 4 of you, grab a couple of happy meals at the drive thru or even pack something from home and take the kids to the park for an hour or so, just GET OUT of the house all 4 of you, both you and your DH can spend some fun times with the kids, this way it's both of you sharing the load of watching and entertaining the little ones.
I know a few friends that "USE" a few glasses of wine to "de stress" from a day with the kids, it's awesome that you have seen where that can lead and are willing to take the steps to stop it, at this point in the game.
we are ALL here for you