I don't have much time to write - on my way to the hospital for surgery, however I couldn't leave without saying...
I am so proud of you!! You admitted your faults, and realize its time to stop. I'll look for you next week, or if I can use my laptop in the hospital
I look forward to hearing about your success however PLEASE remember that it takes a long time to come out on the other side, and no one is perfect.
Good luck my friend,
All the best,