Re: ahh...where to begin
Well, I've been an alcoholic since 15...Roughly 15 years now. I had a 2 year bout with Heroin- been clean from that since 10/26/96. My prob. now is pills. Oxy - but i've been trying to ween down right now to just small doses of pain meds. I can't stand the ITCH. I'm older now and the WD is MUCH worse than anything I remember. I am a fully functioning addict with a career and have even had therapists NOT BELIEVE that I had such problems because it seems impossible with my work load, social life, etc. I am also sick so I am in physical pain...it's such a rough road and an ever shifting line which I am not always on the right side of in life.
There's my story...I'd love any support or advise. Lastly, I am in huge debt and my relationship is extremely strained...an obvious side effect of my disasterous lifestyle.