Re: What Happens
i was clean for ten years. at first i had the odd dabble - every couple of months - nothing serious. then every couple of weeks. you can see where this is going i think! so its not like "Wow - one binge and im back to square one" - but once you have crossed that boundary - the Dam starts to crumble slowly but steadily. and before you know it you are back to square 1 - knowing what pain/struggles lie ahead to get clean - which isnt exactly a great motivator if you've just got your habbit back.
Its like an old friend who is bad news - someone who always gets you in trouble - steer clear of him - if not then he'll find out where you live and he'll eventually call on you everyday.
hope this helps
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