Just some thoughts during my quick taper
I have a couple of things that I have been thinking about today. Down to 1 hydro with 1 tomorrow and then I'm done. I was turned on to a web site that sends me an e-mail everyday and it's tone is kind of a "field of dreams" philosophy. Visualize what you want your life to be and you will get there. It's sweet, not religious but makes me contemplate what I want and how to get there. Today's message was so cute and told me that as much as I like to talk to my friends about my problems it would be better for me to talk more about what makes me happy and to take a more positive approach in my dialogue with people. (this is a stupid website that does not know me) I took that to heart and realized why we all enjoy Reach's posts so much. She is matter of fact and positive about how she approaches our issues and her life and I think we all appreciate that. So while this is a great place to vent and I would never deny that for anyone we all should try and see if we can't focus on how we want to be and not how we are in the moment. I, for one, focus way too much on how I am feeling and while that is what I do, I think I need to learn that I am not always going to feel good and I am going to have bad days and I am going to be cranky and short with people and that is okay. As long as I try and be a good person and a good friend over all; be there for my family and the people I love, try and be reliable and trustworty I will be okay. I won't always feel great. That's just the way it is today.