I know how your feelin right now.
When I started to cut the people at work were all really getting sick. I really never do get to sick, maybe a little cold here and there but people around me were getting bad.
When I started cutting, I started feelin it. It was obvious to the people around me that I wasn't feeling too good and seemed to be getting worse. BINGO.
I took some sick time. I can't afford to take the time off financially (In Michigan, things are really bad now) but I knew that I couldn't afford not to and get off this stuff.
I'm four days clean working on five and I feel like I could work on Monday. I will see how I feel tonight or in the morning before I decide.
Just like jponline says, "Don't worry about it" I know your ready and so do you. Jump Bud.
If a week off of work make a mess, oh well. I know it will be much less of mess than if I stay on the stuff.
I have never even had a speeding ticket and I'm 43yrs old.
I really don't like the thought of prison.
It is O.K. to skeeerd. It was part of it for me to.
When I look back the Skeeerd feelings I experienced, itâ€™s really what is keeping me from going back to the JUNK.
Keep me posted and hang tuff.
Yo REACH, BASS.. Wavin again...