great news amigo
i knew you could do it. just 'keep on keepin on' as someone round here says a lot
im glad to hear that your life is starting to slot back into place - the urges you have are what i like to call 'the voice' - he'll always be there - never goes away, but in time he becomes less audible, until you dont even notice he's there.
i wish you all the very best for the future my friend.
ps - snowmobiling - now thats sounds like my kind of rehabilitation
"Outside of a dog, a book is a man's best friend. Inside of a dog, it is too dark to read"