Re: New guy on here!
There's nothing like getting caught with your hand in the cookie jar for a good wake up call. Your addiction is no longer a secret now and with your wife watching over you, I'm sure you will kick this thing. If you are going through withdrawal, check out the sticky at the beginning of the board for home detox. I stopped cold turkey because I ran out and didn't have access to more. I didn't even realize that what I was experiencing was withdrawal. Went to the doctor thinking I had an infection or something because I kept running a low grade fever and felt like crap. I was functional, went to work everyday, but it was not easy. I didn't find this site until my physical withdrawals were over but the mental withdrawal was a real tough one for me. Hang in there and come to the boards often, there are a lot of wonderful people here to help you get through all this.