I've been soooo bad about keeping in touch. But been so busy with moving to a new condo and not feeling well. What else is new? this dang pregnancy is kicking my hiney! But i'm getting excited/nervous now that time is movin' forward. To answer your question Michelle: I'm due July 20th......probably the hottest day of summer
. Isabella is doing well. Kicking and doing tumbles alot which doesn't help mommys nausea. But it's just AMAZING and MIRACULOUS to me to feel her and see my tummy move and pop in places. What a blessing!
I saw the psychiatrist today and got reassurance that my paranoia of my baby being taken away is unnecessary. He said i shouldn't worry, that i'm doing the right thing and seeking help so to put that thought out of my mind. I left there feeling such a weight lifted off me because the past few days the thought has entered my head and made me anxious.
I'm on about 4mg right now. Dropping tomorrow to 3.5mg. It's hard though to figure out the exact mg. i'm even taking because i'm breaking up a 8mg tablet, but it's got to be around that amount. I feel terrible because my Moms insurance changed and she used to have her Sub. covered, now it's not and it cost her $180 for a 2 wk supply (since she shares w/me it only lasts her 2 wks). That's another reason why i'm in a hurry to drop mgs. so that i'm not taking hardly any so it won't cost her.....but as the dr. said i can't do it too fast or the baby herself will experience w/d.
So how are yall doing? I think of you guys often and hope you come on to even read this as i see you both haven't been on as often either. There is a whole new group of people i don't recognize!
So my hubby and i moved into a 3/3 condo to have room for baby and we love it! PLUS...because of the economical low in florida we're paying $150 LESS then we were at the previous place! Good time to buy/rent in florida because prices are so low. But we have crappy credit so renting is all we can do right now. But it's so nice here....the only downside is there is stairs (its a townhouse) and my lazy legs aren't used to carrying my pregnant self up them! It's exhausting! I'm paging my hubby phone intercom everytime he goes down saying "bring me this or that"
I actually really love the way i'm looking (for the FIRST time in my life i'm not feeling fat) because i'm really just baby belly. From being sick i've kept my weight gain down (which is fine cuz i was a little overweight to begin with) and i like the way i look ....which, like i said, is a refreshing change from constantly picking at myself. I do have bumps and red dots on my face and legs (pregnancy) which i get frustrated at times with, but i'm still thankful that i'm not disgustingly huge and nasty....yet
Well, i wrote too much again so i'm off to eat some fruit and yogurt YUM!
Love yall and hope you get this soon! J