| | Missed my methedone drink!
just for anyone who can have an idea how my body feels. Yes it's four thirty in the damn morning cause i can't sleep. The pharmacy opens in 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, hours! tick' tock tick' tock the clock ticks as do my nerves. There is 1 thing i'm sure of i not using oxy, cause
I'll battle the beast till the sun comes up!
and when that pharmacist in white jacket hands me the cup.
this war is over.
Then it's sleepy time cause this soldier is TIRED!
tired of tossing and turning......
maybe I will try again to just close my eyes and fall asleep.
hope everyones ok and doing fine i am ok but will be a lot better at 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, or so