I see the same behaviour in you sweetie...you didn't let your abusive ex lead you down the wrong path...you stayed true to yourself and that's a HUGE thing!! You were able to wake up this morning with the knowledge that he was powerless! You're still clean...and the walls didn't fall in...you lived! I think that what you did was make your ex-powerless! He was this huge, hurtful presence in your life...and now he's this tiny thing in the corner...I recommend that you sweep him out entirely...but even if you don't, you'll know for next time, that you can get past his stupid behaviour without using!
Love, peace and understanding
Thank you all so much, what you said here dream meant so much to me. Jerry, yoss, zonie, droopy thank you all for your kind words of support, I needed them.
Jerry, I also have been watching your progress and it is weird but when I thought about using, I did not want to let you or my other friends that I met here on this site down. I thought about all of you and that helped stop me. I am proud to say I did not use yesterday
And again, thank you all for such kind words, a girl like me needed to hear it. Love ya all, Lindsay