You want to know what to expect: the same exact bondage you are used to from any other drug. I have have been of the zone for two years now and have stayed clean; however, I have been like a <removed> yo-yo trying to get off [I]this[I] drug now. It is like active addiction all over again: broken promises to myself, the "I'll start coming off tomorrow" syndrome, shattered confidence, etc. It truly goes on and on - the spirial never ends. Except this time it is government approved dope that I am hooked to. I implore anyone considering getting on Suboxone to peruse these threads to see just waht it like to get [I]off[I] of it. It is an utter nightmare! Granted, my life rocks now; that is, I actually have
a life now that Suboxone has allowed me to get and stay
off of dope. But now I a a slave to the zone. Some people are cool with that I guess, but I KNOW that this junk is not God's will for, yet I cannot break free. Coming from experience on both sides of the recovery fence, I can now say for sure that [I]any[I] opiate addict is far far better off just getting the withdrawl overwith [B]up front[B]. I wish I had! In the begginning, these doctors sold me on the idea that suboxone really was some kind of miracle drug and that I could get off dope without withdrawls. I have never been more decieved!