I so know how you are feeling.I too did that on day 9-now.I am doing much better but I am still kinda weak and so tired I get crabby real fast.I just try and stay away from everyone and yes there are times I can't stay away from them then I just try to keep my mouth shut.It does get better as the days go on.I am taking this stuff called SAM-E and I think that has helped me a ton.It is for mood,joint pain,and liver.I have been taking it for about 3 weeks now and I am on 2 weeks cold turkey.I promise it will get better.How are you doing other wise?I am here if you need to talk.
Thanks Daisy. I feel lazy and unmotivated. I will try to keep my mouth shut. I do go and lock myself in my room when everyone gets home. I am not working now. I geuss that is a blessing because I don't think I could work right now. But I am alone all day. I think I need to start taking baby steps. I overwelm myself with things to do and then feel bad that I can't do them.
I am home alone all day too thank god!I am not working either I am a stay at home mom.I do not know how people can work through this,I know for a fact I could not do it.I am so weak and tired no energy what so ever,and I am sick of being sick.I have been taking B12 and B6 but so far nothing.I have lost a ton of weight also.I try to force myself but I can't.I hope tomorrow is somewhat better.I hope you start to feel better soon also.Hang in there it is almost over.
Maybe I'll try the b12 stuff. This is a roller coaster. This afternoon I made myself start cleaning and I got some stuff done. Oh my! Trying to eat! I know. I can't get an appetite at all. Do you go to meetings?
No so far I have not because I have no energy at all and having stomach problems.Once I feel better I am going.It can't hurt.I read alot of posts here and at many other sites and that helps some,but a meeting is due that is for sure.Everyone does what works for them.I am going to try because I know it can't hurt.To each their own I guess.I would do just about anything to have 1 normal day to give me hope.
Oh well then you got me beat cause I do not think I could live with my mother again!I lover her to death but can't live with her again.It is something having them 10 years apart.My teenage son wants nothing to do with anyone but his friends and my 6 year old hangs on me and talks my ear off.I can't win either way.When I am normal I don't mind it but going through this and having to deal with them is hard.I feel so sorry for them too because they have to put up with me!LOL!
It is real hard with my mom. We always butted heads. But she has a little demencia and can't live alone. I have a hard time with her. My sister is great. I feel bad for her because she has to deal with both of us. But I remember what you said about trying to keep my mouth shut.
That is hard my grandmother has alztimers(sp?) It is very sad and very hard to deal with.Sounds like you have alot on your plate.If I were you when everyone comes home I would head for your room!LOL!I did keep away from people and then if no one was talking to me I would call them all mean!I feel so sorry for them but I can't help it sometimes.I think it is because I am so so very sick of being sick for two weeks I can hardly stand myself.
I know how that is.I have been like that for a few weeks,but today I feel much better,not great but better.Still not eating though and I know if I can force myself to eat that I would feel better.I also have shopping to do for fathers day but not sure if I am doing it today or just give myself one more day to take it easy and do it tomorrow.I just feel really unmotivated,even taking a shower sucks the life out of me.Did you sleep ok last night?I did for once and thank god for it!!!!!