Re: 60 days and nightmares....
Cakes, my friend.
I really hope you realize how proud I, and everyone else here is of you. No bull, I am very, very proud of you. You have come so, so far and from what I have seen have grown so much. I know how hard this is, been there done that.
You cant beat yourself up over the past, hon. We need to let go and move on. I dont even like thinking of the bad places I've been, the bad people I've dealt with, what I have done to get and stay high. We need to move on, and put all the negatives behind us and think positive!
I havent had nightmares, but it seems to me that you need to totally let go of the past. The past was bad. the future is GOOD. You are doing so well after all that you have been thru. I've watched, we've all watched, and I am smiling right now just thinking of how far you've come.
Fill your life with positives. Flowers and sunshine and smiling childrens faces.
The bad dreams will pass. Fill your head with only positives and the negatives will dissapear.
I am so very proud of you.