Well, I went to the Dr. but honestly, she really didn't seem to take me very seriously. I mentioned methadone or suboxone, and she basically said she would just wean me off the narcotics. It's just weird, this is not my first time around. I've been clean for months at a time before but she only addressed the physical addiction, not really the mental one. Maybe thats a fight I have to fight alone (with you guys of course). It's not really the getting clean that scares me, it's the staying clean. I think I'll check into some NA meetings this week, just to see what they're all about. Thanks for the good vibes you guys, I appreciate and reciprocate.