thanks guys. i really appreciate it. right now im watching my favorite shows and am actually listening to my body and going to bed early (im naturally a night owl)... so im not up late and then up thinking and pondering things that will just get me all riled up.
i have lots of hobbies to indulge in. i love to draw, write etc... and nwo would be a perfect time to do it. plus i need to unpack, clean... and my few friends in my new State love to go out or have dinners, so going to those is a nice, positive way to stop isolating myself and getting too lost in thought. i also love video games and have many systems, so i can just set them up and play... i just need to get my act together to do it.
Resolution - good luck with your surgery! a good friend had that done and was so happy with it. she looks great... healthy and is just very happy with her results. maybe line up some great books you have been meaning to read for then... some movies etc... or if you've been meaning to learn how to knit, stuff like that.
also - if i remember right... my friend was pretty busy having to keep to her food schedule and making the food she could eat... so that took up a lot of time for her. you'll do great!
thanks again everyone for the support. it's lonely at times in my new apartment away from my fiance and everyone i know... so i appreciate the notes.