thor555

Well here goes! I recently moved out with my future wife. I work for a guy and have my own business cleaning Pools and fixing them. Which makes me gone alot. I pay for the rent and moslty every thing. She stays home cause she a diabled vet.. Which is cool cause she cleans plus she get money fromt he va and dis. I live at my parents house for about 2 years before then before that I was with a lady for 7 years. when i was with my parents I didnt really drink alot. sometimes during the week but at least one day of the week end. Now I drink almost every night. but my problem is I dont know when to stop either I go till I pass out or we run out of beer.. Why am I going through this.. I get up to go to work but its hard ,, I dont miss any days either ,, is it because I live with out my parents or is it the stress im trying to hide ?