That demon will try to get back in but don't let it. The longer you refuse to let it in, the better chance the demon will give up. You can do it and WILL do it. My 25 yr old sn died May 3 in a car accident. Alcohol and pills.................if I could reach one person, young or old, and tell them the outcome is either death or prison and them believe me, I could rest better at night. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE stay clean....get to a meeting, church, visit a friend...do something. Don't let that demon kill you.