Congrats on 9 weeks
It will get better,as time passes by.
Things get real,then surreal and then really surreal.
Hope for the best but prepare yourself also for the unforseen.
With respect to The Steps.........there's no need to rush them.Some will require more time and/or effort than others.
Keep up the good work and remember that you have plenty of concerned people,right here who are in your corner.