I feel very bad today. doing withiut the demon drink is hard it's now 9 weeks. However I feel quite sortof stressy a lot of the time. I am still going to A.A once a week and have started the steps. I'm a bit perplexed by step 3 .Iif you have done it, can you pls give me some insight. I am really trying to get off the alcohol this time but every Friday llike clockwork I desperately want a drink.
Well, just had to commmunicate that to someone. Hope you are all improving a bit because any addictions is a terrible thing!
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The following 2 users give hugs of support to: dogcito Phoenix (10-31-2012), Wendy88 (10-31-2012)
Alcohol is like having an awful virus. The urge to drink just crops up when you often least expect it etc. Life is a bit of an emotional roller coaster. I don't like the fact that there is so many holidays where I live because it's difficult to occupy myself on a 4 day weekend so to speak and i still avoid anywhere there is the dreaded booze.Just keeping myself safe. The first party is the 14th Nov and I'm a bit nervous already but I have to go out sometime!!They'll be really ofended if I don't go and I'l be 12/13 weeks sober then (I know day by day)Need to try!
Have to say I feel very well physically which is something. Still taking the steps slowly. Anyway I hope all is well with youse!!