Hey guys. So I have been drinking for about 2 weeks now, and had spent the whole morning vomiting. After I finally got fed up with spending my morning in the washroom, I caved and bought some booze. I have had about 4 shots in the past two hours, as I wanna keep as little a buzz as possible, so I can get back to life asap. Before that my last drink was at about 3 am last night. However I downed most of a 26 at around ten pm prior. I have just recently started eating again, only a banana, but its more then I have had in the past two weeks pretty much. I have also been taking multi vitamins, gatorade, and vitamin water. The problem is that this morning as I was lying in bed, not sleeping of course I literally thought I was dying. Everything was so vague and ominous and I just felt nervous. Usually I just tough out withdrawals, but I had a panic attack months ago, and since I never find the courage to stake it out, especially if im alone, which I am now. I actually called an ambulance as the attack was happening cause I thought I was dying. Worst experience of my life. I feel meh at the moment, but earlier my symptoms where extreme nausea, cold sweats, and for an hour anxiety. I just paced around my apartment, wanting to escape from my body. I know I cant sleep right now, but its been three days and Im scared the insomnia/lack of food has messed up my body badly.This is probably the biggest binger I have ever had, and I dont know how well/bad im doing. Can you guys tell me how bad I have it (bad obviously, but an opinion from someone who has had dt's, or near it), and any advice to speed my recovery. I know if I stuck it out I would be fine by tommorow, but I just couldnt stand the panic nausea and all the rest. I am 23, 5.7 feet tall, and about 150 pounds, likely less right now because of the lack of eating for over a week.
Thank you sincerely.
The following user gives a hug of support to jack426: Phoenix (04-13-2013)
This is probably the biggest binger I have ever had, and I dont know how well/bad im doing. Can you guys tell me how bad I have it (bad obviously, but an opinion from someone who has had dt's, or near it), and any advice to speed my recovery. I know if I stuck it out I would be fine by tommorow, but I just couldnt stand the panic nausea and all the rest. I am 23, 5.7 feet tall, and about 150 pounds, likely less right now because of the lack of eating for over a week.
Thank you sincerely.
Yes, I've been where you are and it sounds like you are in serious trouble. Please get help soon because you can die from this. I don't mean to get all dramatic on you but that's just my experience.
Well im laying in bed right now. Feeling iffy, but not even a quarter as bad as today. I had a mickey, over like 10 hours, so im not drunk, just feeling alright. I cant really go to the hospital, my best friends mom works there, and she knows about my problem. I cant say I am anywhere close to siezures or anything that extreme. I just have to play it by ear untill the morning. Then im gonna go get some salad, some vitamin water, and maybe one more mickey for the day, a shot only when I get sweats or nausea or anything. I think I can do this and be okay by sunday. Do clinics offer any help by chance, cause there is one on my block. I just dont want any benzos or anything. They make me feel horrible.
Also I have had worse withdrawals, in terms of shakes and sweats, but this is the only time I have had extreme nausea, so Im not sure how to interperet it. If one is "worse" then the other I dont know if its part flu or not, as it is flu season where I live.
Okay well thanks for the help. If you have been where I have been you would know how good a sympethetic ear is during an ordeal. Not trying to be rude or creepy. Just wanted an ear while im busy having panic attacks.