Never say Never
2 yrs ago those words would never have come out my mouth. 2 yrs ago i was battling with my inner demons. They were telling me that i could not handle my life with out Narcotics. I said i will NEVER be able to stop, NEVER be able to live. I hate the fact that i overdosed so many times. in and out of Detox with some strange folk. but i know that i would start again if i get my hands on it. That is what keeps me mindful that i will NEVER abuse narcotics again.
I have a constant daily reminder on the inside of my left arm. On my 1 yr anniversary, i got the Kanji symbol tattooed on me for the word "clean". I am not ashamed of it, i enjoy saying what and why its there.
So Never say Never.. keep your life, mind, soul, and self CLEAN.