Hi...
Gosh, so much to say, so few brain cells still working to write what I want to say. (I do understand where you are coming from)
When I was on antabuse, I was given a one month prescription. They may have changed the law on it now... I don't know. I requested the prescription and the doc wrote it.
The last time I took antabuse; my resolve just wasnt there and I knew it. So I only took half a pill a day just in case I got stupid. Then one morning I said "screw it" and didn't take any. That night I drank...slooooowly and even tho I knew the consequences; I just couldn't force myself to abstain. It didn't take too long to start feeling the drug working against me. My heart palpitated horribly... I felt really hot..but not sweating. I can't remember all that well but I don't think I drank more than one that night... but the next night I made up for lost time.
Honestly, unless you really want to quit.. don't take the antabuse... it could kill you.
Naltrexone is supposed to be good for taking the need for alcohol away but you need to be sober for about a week (I think) before your first pill. It didn't work for me...but then I didn't try going sober for a week.
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Gina