Originally Posted by negot
"I am now looking for that 'thing' that I can achieve before am really too old. Lets keep searching folks hand on to hope and find our new path."
I so relate to the sentence above. I am desperately looking for something to achieve while I still have time. I just don't know what that something is. I am hoping it will just jump at me and that I'll feel "that's it". I have also spent most of my adult life searching for something.
I think you'd make a good counsellor. I've seen it on this Board. You are humane, intelligent, compassionate and humble. Humble enough to say: "I don't have an answer for that. I don't know what to advice." Yet, you always have a positive word. Maybe your words are at times a bit too emotional, but I think you are just trying to adjust your feelings and thoughts to the other person's.
It'd be a good idea to write down your CV. It doesn't matter that you don't have any previous labour experience. I think you have a lot of knowledge and experiences to share. And then you have motivation to work. Add a personal letter about yourself.
Send this CV over to different employers and agencies. You may not get a response straightaway because of the ongoing crisis, but if you don't do it now, you'll never know.