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In my dreams early this morning I had Alzheimers. It was so scary. I was somewhere with my daughter Jenny and couldn't figure out where. I couldn't find the bathroom. Suddenly I was getting my hair cut. Later Jenny was annoyed because I didn't get back to where we were supposed to meet and she had to send H (separated husband!) to look for me. Then someone asked me if I went to XXX church. I said no, I go to .. and couldn't think of it. Then I said, yes, I go to J S's church, but I couldn't think of the name. Then I said, no that's not right, I moved to Glen Cove and now go to a big church there. I couldn't think of the name. (I do not live in Glen Cove, never did!!!)
I sounded like Mom, making things up as I went along. Scary. I got a glimpse into the fear such a person must go through when having to talk to people, go somewhere alone, etc. Glad Mom is in a safe warm place, and doesn't have to find her way or remember a meeting place or find the bathroom on her own. When I woke up I said CF of course (church) and then realized it was all a dream and I am (still) rational ... a good lesson.
Love,
Martha
Last edited by Martha H; 02-23-2006 at 07:18 AM.
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