Hi Everyone, It has been two years since I posted the last year as being challenging. My DH went to a nursing home in November 2012. He did pass away on 1-28-13. I can not believe how fast he went downhill with the disease. The last week of his time of earth was tough. Every time I visit him in the nursing home never knew what I was going to get. Some days talked very clear other days it was a mumble. But whatever I got it was nice. I should mention he was 61 when he passed yes I married an older man as he is 10 years older than I. One of the many good things is he was very active until the last week. I just wanted to talk to a group of people that understand. Thanks for listening. Tomorrow night is the wake and funeral is Sat. Right now I do not think it has really hit me.